I’ve always believed in a divine creator of the universe, but I certainly did not live like it until my regeneration and conversion to Christ. It was never lost on me that everything, good or bad, seemed to happen for a reason. I would often try to comfort myself with that thought with the caveat, in mild frustration, that “I may never learn the reason(s).”

I’ve since learned about God’s providence and strongly rely on His powerful promise: “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28).” Granted, I do sometimes cry out, “Why, God?!” with my heart thumping in anguish. I then take a few deep breaths and bring back to mind that nothing happens by accident and that, by design, God is carrying out His sovereign plan. I don’t need to know His reasons; the verses of Proverbs 3:5-6 come to mind. It calms my heart knowing that with each passing occasion, whether trial or triumph, my faith, confidence, and trust in our Lord grow exponentially. As a result, walking by faith and not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7) comes quite naturally to me and never fails to fill me with immense joy.

To some folks, walking solely by faith and not in dependence of what he or she believes is his or her good sense, might seem daunting, perhaps even terrifying. The Lord took care of me before my conversion; how much more does He now that I have determined to live purposefully according to His will? Much more, I assure you. I do things by His will that causes others, believers and unbelievers alike, to question my sanity. Take this post, for example. It all comes down to a deep faith in and an unwavering obedience to our Lord and Savior.